I am not sure where these reflections will go, but I do think it will be helpful to record some of the thoughts that have emerged for me out of seminars with Dave Male over the past two days.
We've been thinking through creating fresh expressions of church for the 21st century and how to lead and equip leaders for these communities.
The timing of the seminars coincided with something of an ebb in the life of
The Esther Project, the fresh expression of church I've been involved with these past ten months. For those who have been following the story of
The Esther Project, you will know of the changes in direction we have taken - from the planned theatre production, Esther and Mordecai, for the 2010 Fringe Festival, to focussing on establishing a community that gathers for deep and creative encounters with biblical stories, and the various shapes the pattern of our gathering has taken.
There has been a small, committed group imagining this community with the Spirit. However, it feels as though perhaps the time for this group is drawing to a close. And so if the Esther Project is to continue, new people will need to take up the story from here.
What I have been thinking, then, over the past two days, is how will this transition happen? How do I, as a leader of this community, guide us though this phase?
Some important principles became clear to me.
We need to tell / hear our story often. As we gathered in the early months, often with people who did not know each other, we often heard the story of the Esther Project, and shared something of our own story and what had brought us to The Esther Project. However, as the core group became more settled, and we knew the story of the Esther Project, I stopped telling it. I now see that it is important to keep telling the story of the community - even if you think the people know it - because we need to hear and hear again the vision, the dream, the purpose for this community of people gathering in this place in this time, so that we can continue to commit to it and share it with each other. So that we remind ourselves of our common purpose to avoid fracture. So that we can each continue to live out the vision, take our part in it, owning it.
Fresh expressions are fresh expressions partly because of their goal of connecting with people who are not currently part of church communities. The Esther Project grew out of a dream to connect with artists / storytellers, who are encountering the Spirit in their creative pursuits. The dream is to journey together with these people, to hear their stories, and to bring into conversation with those stories of Sacred encounter our stories of Sacred encounter, and the story of Jesus Christ through which we have found life, meaning, grace. I am reminded of our vision, of our call from God to journey with the artists - a group of people so often disenfranchised by, particularly the protestant, church. This needs to become our primary goal again.
A leader should be living out this vision herself - and I have not fulfilled my role as well as I might.
I am wondering, then, if the past ten months have been something of an experiment of what it might be like to gather as a community of faith, creativity and sacred story. And I wonder if w might continue to gather alongside my work of making connections with artists and storytellers, in order to keep a story space open and welcome for anyone we meet who might be interested in exploring the sacred story of our tradition; in order to hold a safe space ready in which individuals' stories might be heard, as an essential part of the wholeness of our humanity.
So I come away from the seminars with more questions - but these are the questions for which I was searching, through which I think I can now guide our fresh expression of church as we continue to faithfully answer God's call along this path into the unknown with the Spirit, following the Way of Wisdom / Jesus.